a lot of my entries lately have been so only i can see them. all these old ones are really old! plz dont judge me on them!
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Wyverna the Human Torch!
..has lost her fear of falling.
09 October 2007 @ 07:47 pm
want him so much it hurts. want anyone. i might make a mistakes, but mistakes without the ist makes something. talking nonsense but what other type of sense is there. so much going on and my head feels like a brick wall. my heart doesnt feel at all. except bruised. is that possible. you can bruise a muscle. overanalysing again. i dont think i'll ever get over it.
05 September 2007 @ 05:15 pm
blah blah first day of school blah blah gerard's apparently married blah blah i should update this more blah blah other stuff i can't remember
25 June 2007 @ 09:09 pm
17 May 2007 @ 04:04 pm
i think i've fucked up again
nvm
if i have, so has sarah
i'm not in this alone.
i hate when i do stuff everyone else does, and i'm the one to get caught
i hate that i sound so immature
gah.
oxx
nvm
if i have, so has sarah
i'm not in this alone.
i hate when i do stuff everyone else does, and i'm the one to get caught
i hate that i sound so immature
gah.
oxx
01 May 2007 @ 05:14 pm
i need to update this again
i need to need it
my thoughts get stuck in my fingers
build up
and explode
but sometimes
they just trickle
when i'm expecting an explosion
speaking of which, they've broken up
every person that uses "random" to describe themselves
should be locked in a room for 24 hours with a thesaurus
or maybe just a key
how many times do we avoid the obvious?
i'm starting to see it
i'm starting to search
oxx
i need to need it
my thoughts get stuck in my fingers
build up
and explode
but sometimes
they just trickle
when i'm expecting an explosion
speaking of which, they've broken up
every person that uses "random" to describe themselves
should be locked in a room for 24 hours with a thesaurus
or maybe just a key
how many times do we avoid the obvious?
i'm starting to see it
i'm starting to search
oxx
08 February 2007 @ 05:18 pm
and my mum fucking knows, so why she's pretending she doesnt, i dont even know
its the eternal question, and not the meaning of life
'everyone else can/does, why cant i?'
its the eternal question, and not the meaning of life
'everyone else can/does, why cant i?'
18 December 2006 @ 05:42 pm
 Dear Santa...Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Sunday ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} njmm and I robbed a bank (-50 points). Last Friday I committed genocide... Sorry about that, zombunnie (-5000 points). Last Wednesday mellifluous_x and I donated clothes to the needy (11 points). Last week I stole pyrowolffe's purse (-30 points). In June I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-6081 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal! Sincerely, |
04 September 2006 @ 03:40 pm
i am so upset angry right now
stupid friends dont know anything
they just think they do
& i cant tell it how it is
because then they will be HURT
and i will feel MEAN
and i dont like being mean OR feeling mean
hot damn
why can no one understand me?
/emo
but seriously
it IS true
gah
anywayz
over & out
xxoo
stupid friends dont know anything
they just think they do
& i cant tell it how it is
because then they will be HURT
and i will feel MEAN
and i dont like being mean OR feeling mean
hot damn
why can no one understand me?
/emo
but seriously
it IS true
gah
anywayz
over & out
xxoo
Current Mood: 
annoyed
annoyedCurrent Music: Fucking Hero - City of Caterpillar
25 July 2006 @ 03:35 pm
is one of the few movies i have seen when i didnt want the bad guy to win
i mean, lex luthor - who could like that guy? really?
ok, maybe smallville era, yes, but not in superman returns
and besides, superman was really quite pretty
i mean, his eyes were really blue ^^
like, really blue
and he had nice hair and a nice smile
those things count for a lot in my world!
anywayz, i'm done here
xxoo
i mean, lex luthor - who could like that guy? really?
ok, maybe smallville era, yes, but not in superman returns
and besides, superman was really quite pretty
i mean, his eyes were really blue ^^
like, really blue
and he had nice hair and a nice smile
those things count for a lot in my world!
anywayz, i'm done here
xxoo
01 July 2006 @ 07:55 pm
i felt like the most alone person in the world today
but then i realized that i'm never alone, because i have God
and it made me wonder what it must be like for atheists
what is it like to not have a God?
it's so unimaginable for me
i've always got someone to talk to
someone who i know is listening
i can't imagine not having that comfort or security
i just hope that they can find it somehow, if not through God then some other way
xxoo
but then i realized that i'm never alone, because i have God
and it made me wonder what it must be like for atheists
what is it like to not have a God?
it's so unimaginable for me
i've always got someone to talk to
someone who i know is listening
i can't imagine not having that comfort or security
i just hope that they can find it somehow, if not through God then some other way
xxoo
Current Mood: 
thoughtful
thoughtful01 July 2006 @ 11:25 am
Ela is adorable.
she doesn't know just how amazing she is.
chocolate + strawberries = fun.
you shouldn't change who you are for someone else
that just makes you more of a poser
be who you are and do what you want
and screw the consequences because we're better that
that's who you are and that's part of the person I'm friends with
appreciate the music for what it is
the person or people behind it shouldn't affect that
xxoo
29 June 2006 @ 01:58 pm
i got a new digital camera today and it is pretty
i'm not allowed to use it until later as it is a birthday present
new york is in august
today has been alonely lazy day
i must start valuing my friends more
and hating them less
deanna is awesome
xxoo
i'm not allowed to use it until later as it is a birthday present
new york is in august
today has been a
i must start valuing my friends more
and hating them less
deanna is awesome
xxoo
28 June 2006 @ 09:24 pm
apparently i have 'the cutest fucking accent'
my livejournal is pretty, you should all go look
i'm getting into the habit of updating this thing now
although it doesn't make much sense
but i like it
i'm all on my own but not lonely
i'm eating crisps but not hungry
i'm happy
xxoo
28 June 2006 @ 04:19 pm
hellogoodbye were amazing
the hush sound weren't very impressive at all
didn't see much of capdown as i was kicking ass in the mosh pit
didn't see much of hundred reasons as i was getting a drink
thursday were fcuking ace and the pit owned
i fell down and got stood on during tai... and had a panic attack when i couldnt get out
and then fob just totally... WOW
and i've changed my lj layout so ch-ch-check it out
the hush sound weren't very impressive at all
didn't see much of capdown as i was kicking ass in the mosh pit
didn't see much of hundred reasons as i was getting a drink
thursday were fcuking ace and the pit owned
i fell down and got stood on during tai... and had a panic attack when i couldnt get out
and then fob just totally... WOW
and i've changed my lj layout so ch-ch-check it out
26 June 2006 @ 04:25 pm
Rainy days make great memories.
Half of a mini chocolate bar can make the last two lessons fly by.
Forced niceness can sometimes turn into the real thing.
This means a lot to me.
Half of a mini chocolate bar can make the last two lessons fly by.
Forced niceness can sometimes turn into the real thing.
This means a lot to me.
Current Mood: creative